I don’t. I am on low income housing with food stamps, barley able to eat and my mom who lives in another state is helping me with essentials at least tell she hasn’t no money or dies then I’m probably going to go with her on that part tbh.

I’m autistic and really difficult to lie and I have been without a job for 15 years. So I guess it’s important to lie I guess?

Completely valid as accessibility is extremely important and not having it accessible for people with poor vision automatically makes it a bad design

Never a stupid question, people make mistakes, people see things wrong or brains just misfires. No shame in that, learning is important and that’s what you did and that’s the best part

It’s not illegal in the u.s. but you pretty much end up in jail because of it depending on how unprivileged you are. They force you into a hospital for however time they want to “protect you” often times giving you little to help and just throw you out and by that time you lost your job and some loose there housing and then become homeless because of it and then eventually jail for just trying to eat.

That’s if you actually someone stops you before you do it. It’s even worse if you survive the attempt.

Yes I know its not always like that. but from my experience with the system in Amerikkka and from others I know and used to know (RIP) this is how it pretty much works.

Please remember this is from my experience and people I know and know experience with. Suicide and attempting it.

That’s the fun part I don’t. As someone who’s pretty much the exact target for this facism regime there is absolutely jack shit I can do about it besides I guess voting. So I pretty much avoid it all because there’s nothing I can do about why of it and need in Amerikkka is all about getting people angry sad or anything that boosts engagement without care of people. So I don’t play there games. I avoid it all. New depressive shit happening? Alright I’m already completely fucked so idc

Reminds me of a episode of Dr who where a elevator was actually just a teleporter.

Not a lot will agree with me, but I’ma going to say it anyways. Whatever you and whoever your with define it as. There is no defining universal definition of it really. It’s all based on what you and the other person(s) agree what the relationship is.

Some people have friendship that last there whole life and live with each other and have sex. Some relationships don’t have any of that.

It’s all about boundaries between you and the other people and what you all define it as.

Dissociation, self harm (not the ones most people do) video games, YouTube, Lemmy, TikTok. Having something that turns my brain off as much as possible. It’s impossible for me as I’m a disabled person who has zero income and zero way to get income. And boredom is my worst enemy and fear.

First. Not a therapist, not a diagnosis, not anything like that. Just it being relatable to me. I also have other voices in my head I thought was normal for my whole life tell I learned about dissociative identity disorder, and I have alters in my system that do that and it can get extremely loud and wanted to let you know your not alone and it’s understandable. My strong suggestion is finding a good therapist that listens to you and responds and not belittling you.

This isn’t me telling you what it is. Just letting you know about my personal experiences with having similar things with my self

Avoid all news in Amerikkkan, it’s all negative all just horrible. Do what your capable of doing to help fight but news is all about forcing your engagement constantly and negativity is hyper engaging for them.

I preemptedly avoid anything to do with the news on Lemmy by blocking certain communities and key words. I have zero way to do anything to help, so having constantly negative shit from the news just will make my life worse.

Kinda feels like my systems past. I have d.i.d. and often feels that way. Memories of someone else that wasn’t me but I’m now someone else with the same memories but not the same person

Nobody should ever EVER buy anything or do anything from best buy. They will fuck you over and they pry on non tech people into making them buy overpriced garbage.

Depends if I have time and I want entertainment at that moment, I know they are trolling and don’t care and usually people just want to get me angry at them so I calmly responded to everything they say as it’s a real legitimate question, treat every question as if there truly caring about it. Most people will just back off after a bit because they can’t get me all angry and pissed off. It’s quite entertaining watching them get angry and wound up because I was trying to answer them honestly and nice way. Doesn’t always work but it’s just something I do I learned really pisses off those kinda people

Wait that wouldn’t even work, there isn’t enough room for a wheelchair to back up fully to be even with people sitting down. Plus some wheelchair users have no back shop for medical reasons iirc and this would make it worse.

Because it needs to be accessible, blind people can play video games, not all blind people have 100% blindness, it’s a spectrum. Also gatekeeping blind people is just wrong. There’s games that can play and having a nice little steam deck on the go is great blind or not.

Mine actually knows, and I reference her as such. My appointments on my phone just says “get drugs from drug dealer”.

Llms have been here for a while, which helped a lot of people, the thing is now though the “AI” now is corporations stealing content from people instead of making it there own or creating a llm on training data that is not stolen from the general public.

Llms are fucking amazing, helps with cancer research iirc, and other things, I believe auto correct is a form of a LLM. But now capatilism wants more and more making it with stolen content which is the wrong direction they should be going.

Half life 3. It’s like getting a job or having a relationship, no matter what happens I’ll never get it.

Ok fine a serious answer, I would want to play half life Alex but my favorite is just half life 2 as I think It was one of the very first games I ever played that my computer could handle and really really got into.

Fuck birthday forced givings. Do what I do and do random gift giving throughout the year. No reasons for it. Just randomly. Fuck the capitalistic nature of birthdays now a days.